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jocelyn
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version 7

Thursday, May 29
fluctuations.

life goes up & down like a rollercoaster, thats what i always hear.
but this is when i feel the extent of the phrase.

people say that problems & quarrels bring ppl closer together.
so is this always the case? i certainly hope so.
and i must slap myself awake for all the insensitivity.
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plentiful tday - 1:54 am


Sunday, May 25
lost

when u lose something u alr developed feelings for, its so so very difficult to let go. u may appear nonchalant. u can still live without it, but when someone mentions it, u feel that a part of u is missing. u feel a sharp pinch, a heartache, and u scold urself for not listening to what ur mind told u to do. u feel like banging the wall, going back in time to redo history, just to save what appeared so insignificant then. so many memories are contained that even something identical cannot replace it. it was gone so suddenly, so unexpectedly, without leaving a shadow. so, the truth will be revealed soon and im gna be in deep trouble. yet, whose suffering? its not them, its me.
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plentiful tday - 11:00 pm


Monday, May 19
lag time

rawr im so busy i dont even have time to blog! lol omg.

so thursday was a crash lecture and diploma plus day. wah and i koped alot of free sponsored popcorn that doesnt even taste like popcorn. and its only 90 calories! hahaha can save money and chew on it. 2 more days till it expires! mhm. we played scissors paper stone and then who lose had to eat -.-

then friday.. was a crash XX day. btr not say out later tio thrown out of lecture next time. so after sch ate the ever cheap and tempting malay stall again. adventure (HAHA again!) to the last bus stop (i think) and played with water. LOL. watched ppl doing tricks at city hall area, then esplanade mini concert and one of the most unique dinners ever. simplicity makes me smile :]

friday was an ROFL day. was gng to hollandv to do ECM proj, so met lionel at somerset and talked CRAP. so guess what, the freaking bus just drove past us! and we pointed at the bus and shouted, "EY!" wah malu. the timing board is darn lousy. it showed 5mins at first, and awhile later 12 mins. so had to wait for the next bus.

so.. today is concert with mel day, and i wonder when will be the next time im gonna post again. shucks. somemore tmr is gna be my first presentation of yr 2! gosh, and i feel so unprepared!!! thats all! no pictures :(
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plentiful tday - 1:55 pm


Wednesday, May 14
failure



and i want a red sports car!
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once failed, twice failed.
and a third time.
when its THAT major of a thing, its not supposed to be screwed up. But, that was, that was and that was too. no, there is no undo button.

everything comes at once. wham. u shatter. from the left, the right, up and down. ur mind is blank. u cannot logic it out.
finally realising what scares me. final conclusion. that, is a one way path. up, up and away.

and the cycle of cloud formation
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Tagged by jialing, although ive done this before.. no harm doing it again.

-1 At what age do you wish to marry?
mid 20s

-2 How many children do you want?
enough for a soccer team (nah, maybe 3)

-3 What I want the most now?
more time, more money

-4 What do you want to be when you grow up?
teacher, still (T.T)

-5 If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what will it be?
undo time and pass that impt 3.

-6 What are you afraid to lose now?
all that i gained so far.

-7 Do you believe in being love forever?
why not, it is true and it exists.

-8 If you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
most probably not.

-9 What is ur latest obsessions?
obsession(s)? food, eating, food again!

-10 What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
a whole lot of faith, trust and concern.

-11 Which type of person you hate most?
people who condemn others insensitively.

-12 Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
of course i'll try to..

-13 Do you believe in God?
positive yes!

-14 What do you think is most important thing in your life?
people who care.

-15 Whats your current mood?
relieved!

-16 What do you want your friend to be like?
forgiving and trustworthy in anything and everything.

-17 What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
someone who can be there, someone who can help.

-18 If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
inferiority complex D:

-19 If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
the one i wrote the poem for :)

-20 Do you love yourself?
-nods vigorously-

i shall not tag anyone ><
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plentiful tday - 4:44 pm


Friday, May 9
camp

wa sian going for camp again in a few hours time.
too bored so currently slacking in the library with lishi, clinton and carrie!
and wah cool the school computers have upgraded alr. LOL now load less than 1min compared to last time load whole day -_- (and wow its freaking cold now so im wearing my comfy stripey jacket) hahaha erh actually too much to blog about but not at home so dont have the FEEL. so so.. details of the past few days can wait. till then! wooooooooo :)
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plentiful tday - 4:27 pm


Wednesday, May 7
a fun day out

00026, 00036
and finally a day at home, where i can recover my lost sleep!
:)
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plentiful tday - 4:09 pm


Friday, May 2
yikes

im going to get a fighting fish! a very pretty beautiful wooohooo fighting fish! hahaha excited! fighting fish! hope it will survive for very very long :D

and wlao a disgusting yellow ladybug crawled on my hand while i was eating my dinner just now. killed it =/ I HATE LADYBUGS!!!!! when i was young i saw this encyclopedia containing a picture of a tree FULL OF ONE MILLION THOUSAND LADYBUGS. then i hated it from that day on and never went near that book again.

EDITED!
let me tell u abt all my fav food in sch... LOL!

FOODCOURT6
stall 1 - i like almost everything leh. errh nuggets, fried fish, toufu, long beans, curry, nasi lemak, cheese sausage, fried chicken, seaweed chicken, sambal sotong, etc etc many many.
stall 2 - egg tart, fruit tart, donuts, curry puff, goreng pisang, fries!
chicken rice stall - my typical meal from here: auntie, add rice, add egg(must be able to break and the juicy yolk flow out)
mediterranean stall - WEDGES!!!
fruits stall - the fruit juice, the fruits, the 60cents grass jelly or barley drink!
wanton mee stall, western stall, za yu pian tang(fried fish piece soup) stall, yong tao fu stall, drinks stall!

FOODCOURT 5
the bang deli burgers, the chocolate soya bean milk!

FOODCOURT 4
the thai food stall, the ba chor mee stall, the western(okok only but i like!), the $1 teh peng :)

FOODCOURT 3
the MEE SIAM + fried potato! (wa craving!)
the ice cream with wafers/cone! yum!
the chicken rice stall with lots of different sauces to choose from
(with the super long queue until orchard road, even at 5pm still gt ppl queueing o.o)
the nasi brayani from ayu's kitchen
the fruit juice stall (the milkshakes and kiwi strawberry)
the cheap cheap wanton mee.

HAHAHAHA thats my summary of my fav food in sch i think..

EDITED 2! (hahaha khadijah!!)
FOODCOURT 2
yummy macdonalds!
mcspicy and filletofish and bigbreakfast and hotcakes...
AND MY FAV MCGRIDDLES :D
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plentiful tday - 8:57 pm


Thursday, May 1
a good friend

a friend gets angry FOR you,
puts down pride to help u,
is sad when ur sad,
stays up late to comfort u,
is disappointed to be pushed aside,
and is willing to share what they can with u.
:) to a friend
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plentiful tday - 6:21 pm